We have made it a habit of taking my mom to holiday things with us. She came trick-r-treating with us on Halloween, dyed eggs with us on Easter. It is really the only time I have seen her light up. She loves watching Austin participate in the Holiday traditions.
Sunday night we decided to take her with us to Christmas in the Park. Normally I dislike Christmas in the Park. It's freezing with outdated decor. But this year was fun, mostly because of Austin. He loved it. And my mom loved seeing him have fun.
I don't really have much to post on our outing except it was the last time I would see my mom in this life. I have had my issues with my mom throughout my life. But I am so grateful that the last year has been pleasant. I am grateful for how much she loved Austin. I am grateful that I have seen her happy. But most of all I am grateful that my last time seeing her was a pleasant memory and not one with any augments or sadness. I hope she is in a better place now with her parents and my father.
Heather, I saw your post on facebook about your mom and my heart broke for you. I wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. I don't know the circumstances and if this was a somewhat "expected" thing (although losing a parent is never expected) but I am so sorry for you. Try to remember the good memories and know that someday you and your family will be reunited. Love you!
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